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| School is the best thing that has ever happened to me. There is so much more to do and a lot less time to do it in. More friends, homework, driving, and family than there has been for a long time. However, sleeping has gone down on my list of top priorities. Anywho, I must get back to my busy life. | | |
| Are you feeling down? Do you need something to make you feel better? Well, all you have to do is come play pool with Nick. It's guaranteed to make you feel better, in little, or no time. | | |
| "Eloisa to Abelard.”
“How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.”
.....A passage from the 366-lined poem..... | | |
| Have you ever had those few days where nothing happens the way you expect? Well, the past few days have sorta been like that. The weird thing is that it isn't the whole day. Most of the day works out fine. There are just parts of the day where everything goes to shit. They are always things that randomly happen. The sad thing is it is all because of me. I could be going just fine and then one small thing changes. This small thing can be someone mentioning something, or it could just be someone in general. The reason it is all because of me is that I get stuck on it and I don't really lighten my mood for awhile. Then, I spend the rest of the night thinking about how I should've handled the situation. This used to happen a lot and after time I got better at it, but the last few days have just been like flashbacks. This isn't supposed to happen right before school starts. Whatever, it'll fix itself. The only problem is getting through it while it is happening. Regret is a mother fucker. | | |
| Everything becomes very important as school begins. DeAnza starts on Monday. My computer has been broken for about 3 months, I broke my cell phone, and my car has a flat tire. All of these things would stay the same if school wasn't just around the corner. However, it is only 2 days away. Adults are always the ones telling me I need to get everything done on time. They tell me not to procrastinate. I find that funny because my parents procrastinate with everything. . Except they use excuses like, "It isn't my top priority." Or, "I have other things at the top of my list." Now, back to topic. School is starting and my computer, which I have missed all summer, is finally getting fixed. I am getting a new cell phone today, and my car is going to get repaired. All of this is awesome. I am actually looking forward to school and school scares my parents into doing stuff for me. I love how not being at Santa Teresa makes life so much better. Fuck High School. Long live College! | | |
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